Has anyone ever experienced the feeling of shock when someone does something that hurts you, even when their past behavior has proven that they will, time after time, hurt you?
It happened to me a couple days ago.
First it was like BAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM SHOCK.
And then it was me wanting to cry several times.
And then it was me feeling stupid that, despite my afore mentioned chances to KNOW better, I had believed what they said and I had put trust in them.
And at last it was as if the finality of it all sunk in and I accepted it.
I mean, honestly, I am still a bit shocked and rattled, but I have chosen to draw the line and walk on. I cannot allow myself to be shocked this much by people any longer. I believe it's the desire in my heart to see the good in people. Or maybe I'm just naive.
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Its probably the desire to see the good, I have had this same experience and it pissed me off that I let it bother me, but at the same time, it just means I gave someone a chance.
Be proud you are a good person and as for them, f%*k em. :)
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