Am I the only one that has those days where you hate everybody and everything? You know, those days when you overhear people talking and you can't help but roll your eyes because they just sound so shallow, or when someone says something to you and you tell them they're lucky you don't have a rock (because you would throw it at their head)? Those days when you are so busy that you can't stop to eat or use the bathroom even and everyone keeps bugging you about something? Well, that was today for me. Only, as much as I tried and tried to feel sorry for myself, I was consistently reminded that the world does not revolve around me, and that I am incredibly blessed.
A couple examples...It started with someone telling me a story about starving children in Africa....yes someone actually talked to me about this today. So why am I constantly angry at myself for eating badly? How lame I must sound to He who listens to my thoughts.....there goes Erin complaining about eating a brownie again...gees someone give that girl a clue!
Then, in getting dressed to work out, I realized I forgot my sports bras. And, oh, my toe was in such pain from running so much in my old shoes! Whatever was I going to do?! Because it was SO HOT out today I just couldn't bear to run outside, so I went to the indoor gym and it was locked! Boo! Poor me!! Just then, I was told that the teacher was coming to unlock it for the adaptive PE class. The adaptive PE class is for those students with physical or mental disabilities who need to or wish to participate in physical education. SLAP! Again, is someone available to give this girl a clue?
Obviously someone did today, on more than one occassion. Now I just wonder why He goes through so much trouble. Why not just trip me and watch me fall and skin my knees while exclaiming "There! Now you have something to cry about!!"
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